Only certain posts will be locked anyway This is a public journal ♥ Enjoy your stay and feel free to friend me in this post if you'd like~

My head is so full of MAR that it isn't funny anymore :(

...and that's why I'm still alive at 3:06 AM ( in my country ) in order to search scanlation for making icon bases for MAR XD;;

expect a sucky icon post from me very, very soon~

Damn, it has been a year already since I last posted here? Time sure flows fast :3

To my f-list, I am sorry I've dissapeared last year, I was moving into a new university and a new boarding house, and the internet connection there sucked like hell that it couldn't even open Livejournal T__T!

But now, I've return, with new fandoms to boot ♥ I've just recently got addicted to MAR: Marchen Awakens Romance by Nobuyuki Anzai ( familiar with that name? Flame of Recca yo XD ) The storyline is good, and I wub the characters <3 Besides the manga, there's the anime and you fellow yaoi fans can rejoice cause there's tons and tons of yaoi hints in the anime than in the manga. Lots of love on your head, MAR anime producers~

It's such a pity such good series receives so little love - just after I got addicted to it, I found out the community has been dead for quite a while..:( *sobs*

I'll review more of it and my old fandoms ( Naruto, Tsubasa ) after I get some sleep...customizing journal and photoshopping takes away all my energy today.

I've been having health problems since my mid exams ended that I had to skip all my previous three-days lecture ;__; It was strange since all my lab test proved that I am indeed healty, but constantly until now I would be having panic attacks, pain on my chest, severe headacaches, insomnia, nervous tremors, and my palms keep sweating too much whenever I do any tasks. Dad phoned me today a few times, and came to a conclusion that maybe I am too stressed. Mom's coming to Jakarta on Monday to take care of me >__> *sigh*

...I also had a nervous breakdown earlier in the morning and sporadically phoned everyone. Now I was forbidden to think about anything and I should rest and sleep and shouldn't been here, but to get it all out from my head, here's the meme I ganked from overshine. I am not a good icon maker, but hopefully this'll motivate me to make more icon posts in the future...

1.Comment and I'll pick one of your LJ interests and make you an icon.
2.You have absolutely no say in what I make.
3.You can pick between having a normal icon or an animated icon.
4. If you do partake in it, please put this in your LJ so I can do the same to you, if you want.

*shifty-eyes* I wonder why for some unknown reason my locked entries don't appear on my lj-friends's friends page while I can see all of their locked entries in mine?

What should I do ;____;? Anyone help please?

I don't want any clusters in my profile page because it looks fugly, so I'll just keep these things here :0

( Favourite all time pairings, love banners and gifts here )

First time public-icon post. I am currently not using my own computer so no brushes are used this time >__> Almost all are coloured manga icons. Comment and let me know what you think about them :3? *is nervous*

[14] Misc CLAMP icons
[28] Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle icons
[3] Togainu no Chi icons and more are coming ♥
[6] Mika Nakashima + Erika Sawajiri
[51 ] TOTAL + YAOI WARNING

TEASERS :


( Their hearts are so frail even when they're dyed white now )